What stops you from being happy right now is the place she takes in your mind.
She simply takes too much space.
It’s not just space.
She has power as well!
Why is that?
Because during the last few months or years, she has been feeding a part of your being.
Now, she is gone.
You need to find other sources of support and validation.
What hurts you is the fact that you love a ghost.
You love someone who is simply not there.
If you want to free yourself, you need to radically shift the way you stand in it.