“In your quest for freedom and pleasure, could it be that you’re actually running from something? Maybe this constant chase for new thrills is just a way to avoid looking in the mirror and seeing that perhaps, deep down, you’re just as unsure and searching as everyone else. Are these pursuits of pleasure and deep connections a way to fill a void that a simpler, quieter life might expose?“
Of course, I’m like anybody else.
You know the superficiality and the patterns and the flow that you might be experiencing, as does every other human being on this planet.
I experience that too.
I’m an embodied human being and I love being in this.
When you talk about trying to avoid something, no, I make a choice which is a positive choice for life.
The reason why I’m leading the life that I’m leading is because I choose to do so from a positive direction.
It’s not to try to avoid something else.
If I had to go right now and live in a big city, get married, and have some children, I would do it happily.
It’s just not the choice and it’s not just the destiny line that is being directed towards me.
And this goes way, way beyond my vehicle.
I’ve got a mission and I’ve got something to do that is inspired from a higher place.
This is the place from where I choose to live.
This is sort of the guiding force that has been sponsoring my evolution and guiding every step of my life and organizing my existence around certain values and certain pathways and certain desires, goals, or wishes that are fulfilling me.
It makes me happy.
I am a happy person.
I wake up in the morning.
I’m happy.
I go to bed in the evening.
I’m happy.
I’m happy with the people I have around me.
I’m happy with the choice I can make in life.
I’m happy with taking extreme good care of my body, taking extreme good care of the people I love.
And this is a life that satisfies me.
Now, the fact that I’m doing that doesn’t make me better than you or better than anybody else.
Of course not.
I’m like anybody else, just playing the flow of this embodied life and doing my best at navigating it.
And so far, I’m having a really great time.
And whatever choice you make for yourself is your choice.
And I respect that.
If you prefer going and looking at yourself in the mirror and feeling miserable about your traumas and the shames and the guilts and all the shadows that are navigating your being without daring to step into your real power, into your real passion, just because you think that you have to accommodate humankind, you have to accommodate society and play the role in the game that everybody expects you to play…
It feels like you are just falling into the patterns that have been forced on you through the conditioning of society.
You are like a robot playing just into the game of life.
And I respect that.
That’s the choice that you are making.
It’s simply not the choice that I’m making myself.
